WHEN WILL I DIE?

DREAM

CONTENT: DOPPLEGANGER

SUMMARY: I ask my identical self when I will die.


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Sunday, April 4, 2010
AM

Hello, Everyone!

This morning I had a dream where I was watching as well as participating in the action. I'm talking to an identical embodiment of myself. At first it was like looking at her in a mirror or something then somehow we're side by side.

The only thing I remember is this brief snippet of conversation just before waking:

"How many more years before I die?" I ask her.

"Six," she replies.

"So, I'll live six more years in this life then die?"

She says something to the affirmative then makes a smart-ass comment.

I smack her hard in the forehead with the palm of my hand then we laugh.

LAST THOUGHTS

I felt the solidity of her head when I hit her. We had a medium brown complexion, but I don't remember if our facial features looked as I do now. I just know that she was supposed to be me.

PAST CONNECTIONS

The first dream I had of seeing and talking to a double of myself was of me being in my old apartment. I saw smoke coming from vents under my apt. and I panicked. I walked towards the hall, passing the kitchen then turning to see a duplicate of me--what I later called a doppleganger--coming out of the kitchen. She had on the same clothes I wore in waking reality. She was calm as she approached me. I grabbed her arm and asked if I would survive, but she didn't answer. I got on my knees and kept asking, pulling her until she was sitting on the floor with me, her legs across mine.

PC COMMENTS

At the time of this dream, I was in almost constant depression and saw no future for myself. No doubt, suicide had crossed my mind more than a few times at the point of that dream. So, to ask this double if I'll survive meant would I survive my life and make any satisfactory strides.

INTERPRETATIONS

Saturday, May 12, 2012
10:11 AM

Could be me asking an aspect of my spiritual self if I'm strong enough to continue on in this life with its hardships and myraid dissapointments.

LAST UPDATED: May 12, 2012